nurulhannaaaaa!{♥}

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Friday, March 28, 2008 ♥21:39

pictures on the 22 March!(:
they talk.
so the'll somewhat explain it all.

anw back to what im posting.

my dear little girl.
correction.
im not mrs Sewel.
im just a sewel partner to him.
and so does he.
we are just Bestfriends.
if i were to have feelings for him.
it would be the Brother-sister kind of love.
NOTHING MORE.
and no.
im not going back to him.
because i love some one else.
not him.
he is just someone i share secrets&problems with.
just like how you treat your girlfriend.
and how i treat my girlfriends.
i treat him the same.
okeh?
just dont get the wrong idea.
im not gonna scold you.
nor insult you.
because i think the previous post
was very hurtful.
betul,serious.
so i just want to tell you.
i got another boy whom i love so much.
and that boy isnt my sewel partner.
its just this boy.
even if i were to love my sewel partner.
its just like how i love my girlfriends.
AS A BESTFRIEND.
he's just like a BROTHER to me.
get it right k?

HE IS JUST A BESTFRIEND.

aku tak nak cari gaduh laaa.
one of us must give in.j
adi tak de misunderstandings.
and stuffs.

okeh can?
okeh bagus.
anw.
me&iLah will never spam your blog.
sumpah,tak bedek.
we wont do such things.
even though kita somewhat tak friend kau.
we wont tarnish your name.
never in our mind
that idea cross k?
get it right,little girl.

♥

Monday, March 24, 2008 ♥21:54

THANKS BOY!
for the company during recess.(:
at least euu make me smile.
made me laugh.
& really made my dayy.
you know what?
when i was talking to you.
i realise how much i miss you.
and we havent be talking that much.
even though its only for a while.
at least.
i get to talk to you.
and that is what i've been wanting to do.
i wish i could turn back time..
if only i could(:
anw,thanks boy.
you should know who you are.

okeh shush hanna.

now.

ehh!
ape nie?
nama aku semua masuk pat post kau.
dengardengar salah pe tanyer.
so what kalau aku da tau?
abeh aku nak tau dari kau?
salahh ehh?
okeh laa.
kalau kau tak suker sangat.
macam gini laa ehh.
aku TAK AKAN tanyer kau aperaper.
okeh?
jadi bender gini tak berlaku.
anw.
fikir rational sikit boleh tak.
dont be so stereotype?
CANCANCAN?!
salah aku ke?
ke salah kau?
aku pun tak tau.
anw.
say what euu wanna say.
because little girl.
I DONT GIVE A D!
anw.
asal?
terasa ke pe?
kalau tak buat salah.
tak akan geram kan dengan aku?
jadi kalau terasa.
sorry laa eh.
sakitkan hati kau.
kita ini manusia biasa.
tidak sah kalau tak buat kesilapan kan?
anw.
still
kesian jugak aku tengok kau,
lepas satu masalah satu.
kan?
STEAD.BREAK.PATCH.BREAK.
then sekali.
kena PRANK!
yang PRANK pon kawan akuu.
macam pathetic.
dalam banyakbanyak orang.
kawan baik aku yang kenakan kau.
i know her well.
dia tak akan buat sesuatu without a VALID reason.
i mean.
she got her own brain to think kan?
so,
whatever she wants to do.
she do laa.
her life what!
and no one should control her.
like who cares?
little girl.
again.
im sososo sorry.
just stating a FACT.

okeh im DONE!(:
still.
THANKS BOY!
FOR MAKING MY DAY!

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Thursday, March 20, 2008 ♥20:33

remember the wonderful times we had together.
the joy&laughters we shared?
the confrontations you get form me,iLah.
and remember.
the time.
we got nothing better to do.
we conference.
we were so close then.
really close.
you.me.iLah.
we give each other nicknames.
plenty of them.
talking about people.
and laughing our arse off throughout the conversation.
then we share secrets.
and played pranks on each other.
and call each other names.
remember Patrick&Spongebob?
GoriLah&Dayak?
pisang&Monget Semayat?
Hit-telur&Anjing mabuk?
remeber?
i miss us.
alot.
iLah.you.me.
and then you would listen to my problems.
you will listen to my stories.
but you will never share your problems with us.
and when im down.
you will cheer me up.
remember when i lose my hope.
when love leave me alone.
you were there to keep my hopes up.
you give me a million reasons why i should move on.
you're like my guardian angel.
send from above
we will talk throught the night.
laughing. sharing secrets.talking crap.being horny.
remember when you enjoy listening to my nightmares&dreams
i have every night.
it tickles you.
we were so close then.
me&you.
you&iLah.
US.
like we're inseparable.
we see you,we laugh.
but now.
everything changes.
we are no longer close like last time.
whenever we see each other.
we never exchange glances or smiles.
not even a hi and no more calling you names.
its completely different.
see.
even iLah misses yooo!
i miss us.
we three.
we miss you alot.
i miss you alot.
my sewel partner.
what happen to you?
where have you been?
where are you?
we want the old times back.
i want the old times back.
if only i could turn back time.
and find out why this happens.
if only.

TODAY I GOT A LIGHT PECK FROM SAYANG!
& HE MADE MY DAY COMPLETE!
THNKS SAYANG! (:

&& i love you no matter what okeh?

♥

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ♥20:49

today kann.
me and Nadhirah became hairdresser.(:
with the company of Aini!
okeh.
me& iRah cut Azlin's hair.
its super nice laa woi!
i want her hairstyle.
& this Friday.
im gonna cut my sister's hair.
she wants it mahh.
so kan.
if you see Azlin in school with super cool hairstyle,
that's done by us.
if not. :D
okeh.
its still by us!(:
ahahahahahaahahahha! xD xD
AZLIN LOVE IT! :D :D :D
& boy, im gladd.
i love hair-cutting! :D

okeh.
today is kindda boringggg.
oh really?
really! :D
got Campcraft training.
but its super slack i tell yoooo!
really laaaa!
but i did do what i can do.
did Lashings and knots! :D
i hope the competition wont be postponed againn!
its like.
Mdm Ng is SO RIGHT.
when the comptition was postponed.
our morale just fades away.
all the enthusiasm.
where does it go?
come on.
competition is just around the corner.
dont euu want to see us get through to the next round?
do yooo?
make the unit proud.
make the school proud.
come on people! :D :D :D

then i went home.
andd here i am,blogging.

THE BOY WHO GOES BY THE NAME OF AMIRUL
PUNK'D ME!
YOU AND YOUR FAMILY MOVING TO PASIR RIS!

diaaa buat aku nangis laaa woi! DD:
emotional nahh akuu nie.

im slacking.
really.
and midyears are just aound the cormer.
a trip to the library anyone? :DD
another period of MUGGING!
which 95% of the time brings me to passes!
so LIBRARY!
HERE I COMEEEEE~

im doneeee.
for now.
for today.

i told him to stop it.because its painful.and i cant stand it.but he just rest the sword through my heart.where does sympathy run to?

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Friday, March 14, 2008 ♥09:18

boyfie is back from camp!
boyfie is back from camp!
boyfie is back from camp!
boyfie is back from camp!
boyfie is back from camp!

i miss my girlfriends like crazy!
i miss my girlfriends like crazy!
i miss my girlfriends like crazy!
i miss my girlfriends like crazy!
i miss my girlfriends like crazy!

i miss boyfie& im boreddd!
i miss boyfie& im boreddd!
i miss boyfie& im boreddd!
i miss boyfie& im boreddd!
i miss boyfie& im boreddd!

okeh now.
im gonna post about yesterday.
like who wants to know?
okeh.
im still telling k?

yesterday was the best day of my holidays.
apart from the Malaysia trip i had on Monday.
well!
that's a different story. (:
now.
yesterday.
i planned to go to the library alone.
okeh.
i really meann alone! (:
but last minute-ly.
my dearest sewelpartner, Hafazli :DD
wants to accompany me.
so good boy kan dia?
okeh.
he brought hie two friends along.
namely.
imran&omar(:
ahahhahhahaha! xD
okeh.
yes at first we went library.
then i complete all my homeworks.
then we got bored.
then we eat.
okeh just waffles(:
then we walk to Chevrons(:
Omar ngan Hafaz macam budak kecil tau.
they keep on blowing the bubble tea pearls at each other.
me&imran was watching them.
then cannot stop laughing. :DD
i was so out of breath at that point of time.
okeh.
thnks guys! :D
then they played a game of Billiard(:
so do i.
but i TOTALLY SUCK AT IT!
BIG TIME! :DD
ahahahaahahahah! (:
after that we went the arcade.
and that is when my slipper snap!(:
ahahahahahahahah! :D
then kan bila nak go off dari situ.
they all fix my slipper with staplers and tape!(:
ahahahahahahahahah! xD
tapi it still snap when we were walking.
with no exact location.
we just walk&walk&walk&walk(:
ahahahahahahahaahhah! xD
then kan.
my slipper kan snap?
so i walk barefooted.
until they saw this 'abandone' slipper
&tell me to put it on(:
okeh
i did! =X
funny laaa!(:
its like so ______.
then went back home to put on a shoe.
then walk at the new track pat Chinese garden situu.(:
ahahahahahahahahah! xD
okeh then.
we walk to Jurong Lake Park.
or whatever euu call that place.
ahahahahahahah! xD
slack there skejap.
then walk back home.
lateeeee.
& kena scolding. DD:
okehh.
i know im wrong laa.
anw.
thanks Hafaz,Omar&Imran for the day!(:
i dod laugh alot.
and at that point of time.
all my pain&sorrows ceased.
thanks again!

but heck!(:
at least my homeworks are all doneee!(:
yeaaaaa!
im a happy girl now.(:

then at night.
i told Hafaz i kena scolding(:
okeh he did make an effort to cheer me upp.
well.
i just pour everything at him.
when im NOT suppose to! =X
but yeaaa.
he made me slightly better(:
thanks ya?
then at night.
i called my boyfriend!(:
I MISS HIM ALOT LAA CAN?
okeh.
he reallyreallyreally made me laugh.
im a jovial girl now(:

okeh! im done.(:

i want to love you.but i cant.yes.that was before.i admit i gave euu false hope.i trashed everything down.i break your heart.to a gazillion pieces.impossible to heal everything.i know im mean.really mean.but im sorry.i was in a state of confusion at that point of time.i lost my love then.and you were the only soul that i look forward to talking to everyday.euu are the only soul who really care.and euuare the only soul that never fail to cheer me up no matter the circumstances.i admit.euu are sweet.but i cant accept euu at that point of time.i will if i could.but my heart cant accept anyone.it was broken remember?i like euu.alot.but i think its just infatuation.not love.im sorry.but now all i want is to heal your heart.but euu refuse.how then?never in my mind will i let euu suffer.i want to heal you.i really do.because i love euu.as a bestfriend.or more.so.stop looking down on yourself.because you're not what you think euu are.k?you are special.infact.everyone is.so stop this okeh?stop looking down on yourself.i can lovee euu back that's the only way.but not whole-heartedly.because i still love my boyfriend more.still.i have spaces in my heart for friends i can love.trust me. :DD

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥13:34

NEW SKIN yaw!(:
i know the picture is TOO BIG.
ahahahhahah! xD
but HECK.
i ske laaa.

i've been bloghopping recently.
and i envied people who blog EVERYDAY.
macam.
harihari confirm ader bender nak cakap.
like what?
dorang tak pernah run out of ideas to say meh?
atau tak de keje lain.
nyehahahahahhahaah! xD
aku ini.
macam PATHETIC kan?
macam kalau ader bender nak cakap baru blog.
if not.
macam malas.
nyehahhahahaha! xD

HOLIDAYS BORING LAA!
anw.
Monday.
PAGIPAGI da ader Mock Test Malayy.
then like only 7 sec 3 girls seyy.
yang lain semua sec 4&5(:
reason being.
the 7 of us ambil
Bahasa Melayu Lanjutan.
Higher Malay laa tuuu!(:
ahaahah!(:
abehh nak bangga.
okeh merepek laaa can?
LEPAS ITU!
aku gi JB uhh!
SHOPPING RABAK laa seyy!(:
dekat Plaza Angsana.
seramm seyy nak masuk Checkpoint.
lagi-lagi pat woodlands tuu.
orang tu tengok aku macam nak makan.
SERAMM!
agaknyaa sebab aku tak pakai cermin mata kot.
ahahahahahhhaha! xD
okehh.
bilaa da lepas JB checkpoint.
me.my parents ngan my sister gi Bankk.
for dunnoe what reason.
Take munny i think.
or get new cardd.
whatever laaa.

then head to PLAZA ANGSANA! :DD
aku beli Dress stripestripe.
then aku nak pakai bender itu dengan leggings aku
yang stripestripe then pakai kasut stripesstripes.
da hanna jadi Zebraaa!(:
nyehahahahahahahahaha! xD
then aku beli Cushion Spongebob&Patrick.
Mum bought bukubuku.
adik bought dress polka dots!
dad bought Shirt.(:
shopping rabak kann?
then lunchh kan.
we go Kenny Rogers Roasters.
MAKANAN DIAAA SEDAPP GILAAA!(:
and by the way.
time itu kan.
my family is like the only family laaa(:
so service is all to uss!(:
ahahahahahhah! (:
makan macam-macam.
bill datang ard RM105.
like SO CHEAP!
calculate ard $48++ singapore.
imagine eating pat Singapore.
One Whole BLACK PEPPER Chicken+4 Side Dishes+DESERT+4 drinks.
wahhh!(:
nyehahahahahahahahaha! XD
then gi window-shop lagi.
in the end.
da tak de lagi tempat nak gi.
aku ngan adik aku gi serang ARCADE! (:
nyehahahahahahahhahhahah! :DD
main DAYTONA 2 rounds!
aku memang diaaaa laaaa!(:
yeaaaaaaa!(:
ahahahahahahhaha! xD
okeh da merepek.
itu pon nak bangga.
then kiter gi basement level situ makan
like light nyer bender.
I bought 2 bowls of Keropok Lekor+ALOTALOT CHILLI!(:
ehh.
abang jual cute woi!(:
okeh da merepek!
then aku makan most of it.
because my family all cannot tahan the pedas.
aku jadi HANTU KEROPO LEKOR!(:
ahahahahahhahahahah! xD
then balik.
reach home ard 10:15pm(:
tengok Heroes then call SAYANG
yang pat campp tuu. :DD
okeh then tidur.

Tuesday pulak.
uhm.
Gi Tekka makan Breakfast ajeeee.
ngan my familyyy.
Aku actually nak makan Bathurah.
then Change mind.
because everytime i go there.
confirm eat bathurah.
so.
aku makan Toori.
salah spelling sorry!(:
nyehahahahahah!(:
sedap laaa!(:
then balik.
siapkan bende untuk P.O.C.(:
nyehahahahahahaha! xD
almost doneee laaaa.
tinggal edit videoo.
AJE!(:
okehh.
editting video makan banyak masaaa tau!(:
nyehahahahahahahhah! xD

ehh.
aku da post panjang ehh?
ahahahahahah!(:
and guess what?
its all in malay.
well almost all.
long post is good!(:
yesyesyes.

TMR.
i plan to go Library to MUGMUGMUG &
Do my homework.
a dayy all to myself.
nyehahahhahahahahahah! xD
okeh.
then.
i think that's all!(:

THE PASSING OUT CEREMONY
IS IN THREE DAYS TIMEEE! DD:

*bite nails.
*bite nails.
*bite nails.

i want it to be success laaa!(:
rmbr.
HAVE HOPE FAITH AND BELIEVE!(:
yeaps!(:

♥

Saturday, March 08, 2008 ♥13:13

HERE COMES HOLIDAYS~!
nyehahahahahaha! xD
aku betul-betul nyaa free almost the whole week!
let's see my planner.

Monday,10 March: Overseasss~+MALAY MOCK EXAMS!
Tuesday,11 March:SO FREEE!
Wednesday,12 March:SO FREEE!
Thursday,13 March:SO FREEE!
Friday,14 March: SO FREEE!
Saturday,15 March: Passing Out Ceremony
Sunday,16 March:SO FREEEE!

so only like 2 days of my holidays are occupied!
macam gerek/boring jugak gitu kan?
i got Passing Out Ceremony to worry about.
tapi.
that's only part of it laaa kan?
okeh BEST!
tmr.
i'll try to complete EVERYTHING.
almost laaa.
im free on alot of dayss!
i want:
a day to watch moviee.
a day to go shopping.
a day to go library&MUGMUGMUG!
a day to lepak.
a day to spend time with sayaang.

too badd he'll be off for
Specialists Course or whatever
from 10 March-13 March.
so i got more time for myself&FRIENDDDS!
tak laaa happy sangat.
whatever laaa! (:

okehh.
im sleeeeepy noww.
&i want take a nap!
i post later laa k?(:

nyehahahahaha! xD

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008 ♥19:54

aku love my sayang.

alot have been happening in school lately.
alot.
i've been away for camps.
the sec 1 NPCC camp rocks alotalot.
now that Nadhilah's ans Sofia stress is doneee.
MY STRESS HEATS UP YAW!
im not planning the
Passing Out Ceremony.
omg!omg!omg!
okehh.
so far everything is under control!(:
no need to panic!

what is wrong with me nowadays?
its like.
im a different kind of person.
dont tell me darkness has return.
i hate this feeling.
I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!
again.
sorrow have defeated happiness.
now.
i just prefer to be quiet.
well.
when im not entertain.
or dont bother to talk to people.
i'll just be in my own world.
self-reflecting.
or whatever.
my diary.
its all full of Darkness junks.
but that is what i amm.
heva i really find my true self.
or am i still the oldd me?
im just trying to be Twilight here.
NO.
NOT Dawn.
please.

okehh.
random!
im done
i think

SWEENY TODD: THE DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET ROCKS! :DD